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Monday, November 6th, 2006

Subject:quiz
Time:7:35 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:lunestra commercial.

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results
Gregariousness |||||||||||| 34%
Sociability ||||||||||||||| 42%
Assertiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Poise ||||||||||||||| 50%
Leadership ||||||||| 30%
Provocativeness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Self-Disclosure ||||||||||||||| 46%
Talkativeness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Group Attachment ||||||||||||||| 42%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 42%
Understanding |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Morality |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Pleasantness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Empathy ||||||||||||||| 50%
Cooperation |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Tenderness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Nurturance |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||||||| 71%
Conscientiousness |||||||||||| 38%
Efficiency ||||||||| 22%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Purposefulness ||||||||| 26%
Organization ||||||||||||||| 46%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Rationality |||||| 14%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42%
Planning |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 37%
Stability ||||||||||||||| 46%
Happiness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Calmness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Moderation ||||||||||||||| 50%
Toughness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Impulse Control ||||||||||||||| 46%
Imperturbability |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Cool-headedness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tranquility ||||||||| 22%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 47%
Intellect |||||||||||| 34%
Ingenuity ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Reflection |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Competence ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Quickness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Introspection ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Creativity |||||||||||| 38%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Depth ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
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Factor low score high score
Gregariousness 34% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold
Sociability 42% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness 38% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive
Poise 50% uneasy around others socially comfortable
Leadership 30% stays in background prefers to lead
Provocativeness 42% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure 46% private, contained very open and revealing
Talkativeness 62% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment 42% loves solitude prefers to be with others
Understanding 78% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic
Warmth 70% disinterested in others supportive, helpful
Morality 74% break/ignore the rules play by the rules
Pleasantness 58% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others
Empathy 50% out of tune w/ others in tune with others
Cooperation 82% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy 90% socially inconsiderate socially conscious
Tenderness 66% cold hearted, selfish warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance 78% self pleasing, me first people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness 38% reckless, unscheduled careful, planner
Efficiency 22% unreliable, lazy finisher, follows through
Dutifulness 50% leisurely, derelict strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness 26% inattentive, undisciplined prepared, focused
Organization 46% relaxed, oblivious detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness 42% impulsive, spendthrift restrained, cautious
Rationality 14% irrational, random direct, logical
Perfectionism 42% careless, error prone detail obsessed
Planning 54% disorganized, random scheduled, clean
Stability 46% easily frustrated calm, cool, unphased
Happiness 46% unhappy, dissatisfied self content, positive
Calmness 50% touchy, volatile even tempered, tolerant
Moderation 50% needs instant gratification easily delays gratification
Toughness 58% hypersensitive, moody thick skinned
Impulse Control 46% lacks self control maintains composure
Imperturbability 54% highly emotional emotionally contained
Cool-headedness 54% demanding, controlling accommodating
Tranquility 22% emotionally volatile emotionally neutral
Intellect 34% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity 62% lacks new ideas innovative, novel
Reflection 78% unreflective, coarse art and beauty lover
Competence 62% slow to understand/think intellectual, brainy
Quickness 46% intellectually dependent intellectually independent
Introspection 66% not self reflective self searching
Creativity 38% dull headed synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination 74% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Depth 70% lacks curiosity mental explorer

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Yee-yup... super long quiz thing. Fun, eh? EH!?!

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Subject:Back in school, Alright! ...No, no it's not alright!
Time:9:38 am.
Mood: complacent.
Music:This is the story of a girl.
The above was paraphrased from both the backstreet boys and Family Guy (Quagmire) if you must know. And if you musn't, well then, I guess I've infiltrated your brain with more useless knowledge. MWAHAHA!!!

Anyway, Crane trip was supercool. Chouette, as they say in French (which I have to dumbly take next semester). We saw some cranes, played some cards, got to know some people a lot better, quoted family guy EXCESSIVELY, and formed, to my knowledge, the best and only Jew's harp and Recorder musical duet with Evan. We played along with everyday activities. From one girl who we musicalized her tooth brushing time; "That was the best tooth brushing experience I've ever had."

Good times, good times. Plus, last night on my new guilty pleasure Prehistoric Park, Nigel captured Archaopteryx relatives... with nets. Plus, his team had to outrun CO2 levels. hehehe.

NINJA VANISH! [poof!]
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Friday, November 3rd, 2006

Subject:back from a haitus?
Time:1:37 am.
Mood: indescribable.
Music:silence.
So, it is slightly possible that I'll start posting here again with uncertain regularity. I originally quit LJ because I didn't have time to read other peoples posts, and that hasn't changed. If you care to read this, thank you. This isn't to anyone in particular, this is just an oppurtunity to write.

So;

Evolutionary Bio test tomorrow may just ream me up the ass. No joke. hehe... now I can't think of ass without thinking of our bio teacher assexually popping his two kids out his butt. Yes, he said that.

NINJA VANISH!
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So, it is slightly possible that I'll start posting here again with uncertain regularity. I originally quit LJ because I didn't have time to read other peoples posts, and that hasn't changed. If you care to read this, thank you. This isn't to anyone in particular, this is just an oppurtunity to write.

So;

Evolutionary Bio test tomorrow may just ream me up the ass. No joke. hehe... now I can't think of ass without thinking of our bio teacher assexually popping his two kids out his butt. Yes, he said that.

NINJA VANISH! <poof!>
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006

Subject:Hey, I'm not dead!
Time:12:28 am.
Mood: melancholy.
Music:Evan was playing some crazy rock song....
Hey! Um... so, I realize I haven't posted on this freaking thing in nearly a year. Neither have I read anyone else's posts. So... I have a paper due tuesday. So ambiguous... plus it's officially wednesday now. But hey, its not like the teacher is waiting at his mailbox. So...

NINJA VANISH!!!

Oh, for those of you not in "the know" or "the loop", I'm a ninja master now. Yeah, cool, I know.

-Jesse V.
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004

Time:1:04 pm.
Mood: discontent.
Music:"The doom song" -Grr.
So sugoicon was mostly awesome. I saw some old friends, made a few new ones, got in on a coupla Magic drafts, got my Hannya costume (go Abi!)... and stuff. I have decided I partook of not enough of the two staple foods of a con- pocky and ramen. O well, it was still fun. Now im back in school. finished an essay and a sculpture, still have 3 more tests, one 15 hour drawing, and mucho procrastination to take care of. So... ya.

without wax, Jesse V.
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Monday, November 1st, 2004

Time:10:09 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:Superhero, unofficial theme song to web comic "It's Walky".
ok; i know i said i would start posting more frequently.
technically, since this post is only 2 months after the last one, and that one was over 6 months after the previous one, i am posting more frequently. Ahah!

anyway, college is good. I miss people, but ill see them sometime. started a good rpg game here, d&d and GURPS. for some strange unexplained reason, people in my drawing class actually like my art... which scares me. maybe im becoming a better artist? that also scares me. And my keyboard is ignoring random keys i type every now and again, which makes me question both its sanity, its alignment, and its batteries. Mostly the batteries, its the moniter which is evil after all. Every once in a while it gives an evil laugh out of nowhere. Completely serious. It's creepy and funny, especially when other people are in the room.

Aaaaanyway, i hope to see you all sometime soon. drop me a line vargaje@earlham.edu or aim at repto333, or if you're really ambitious, (765)973-2642.

In other news, my bike has it out for my pants. It totally ripped them a new one.

Without wax, Jesse V.
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Monday, September 6th, 2004

Time:1:29 am.
Mood: peaceful.
Music:Wire, Third Day.
Some things I did tonight.

-Wrote an english paper about how Fowler tries to be unemotional and detached in The Quiet American, but he cannot do this and remain human.

-played some more of Seiken Densetsu 3 (aka Secret of Mana 2), and beat the first God-Beast

-took a walk with my music. on the walk:
-I sat under a tree for a while. There was a patch of sky in the branches above me, and although it was dark it was lighter than the leaves. After starting at the spot for awhile, it seemed that above that there was a lighter area, just out of my vision, but when i looked it was dark as ever. So I went back to the patch of night sky. There were only three stars in it, and they weren't very bright. Stars here are nothing like the stars in Utah, but somehow the three stars fit very well.
-Walked to the Wishing Post and prayed
-Watched a cicade ramble about on the sidewalk for about 20 minutes. It went in great curves on the cement, turning gently away everytime it neared the grass. Eventually I told it I hoped it would find what it was looking for and went on my way.
-I was out long enough to finish my cd completely.

-read some posts on livejournal
-posted

May you all find the peace you seek.
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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004

Subject:guess whos back... back again...
Time:10:12 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:some piano stuff, calming sort of.
so i guess I'll start up again w/ a little bit of updating after a 5 month hiatus.

I'm at college. Earlham in the small town of Richmond Indiana. It's really really diverse here. There seems to be quite a bit of punkish, GLBT, etc people here, not to mention a whole bunch of girls with really short hair. Theres also a high amount of christians in general, and quakers too, since it is a quaker school (historically).

In August I did a month-long wilderness excursion to the Uinta mountains in Utah for backpacking and all that fun stuff. I started college knowing more people from that, which is good.

I'm in drawing, eco-bio, beginning chem, viet nam war stories, and living and learning in community (?!?). Just now i went to the anime club, which was frickin huge, and way different from the one at cranbrook; they show four shows at a time, three episodes of two one week and three of the other two the next week, and alternate. Gonna be hard to keep up. Going to the spectrum club here tonight, just to see how it is.

I have the bookstore pic hanging above my computer, as a reminder of the very slim chances of my ever seeing any of you again, and also of the very real impossiblity of ever seeing you all together again, ever.

finish chem lab, then off to spectrum.
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Monday, April 12th, 2004

Subject:hum-ho
Time:4:27 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Music:"Your love" -Third day.
so, a coupla things

1.) I was babysitting for some family friends, and they didnt get back until 2:30 in the morning. I felt like i needed to stay up just in case the kids needed me (they were asleep at 10), and in any case it was just a half hour till they got back... and then another half hour... and another, and by then all sleepiness had worn off. so, anyway, after they got back, i was driving home in a post-adrenaline (or some other stay-awake chemical) induced stupor, when the radio began playing a very strange song. the chorus contained the lyrics "I wish I had Jesse's girl", which was probably the song title as well. When i fell asleep not 10 minutes later (in my bed, not behind the wheel) I had a very strange, slightly disturbing, and, psychoanalitically speaking, fascinating dream related to that song. I didn't remember any bit of it when i woke up, but I'm sure it would have make a great journal entry.

2.) I'm off lent! whoohoo! so... yeah, i ate probly at least half a pound of chocolate easter morning. woot! aaaand im having steak tonite, woot again.

3.) POST!!!

in other news, pants.
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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004

Time:8:47 pm.
Mood:oddly calm.
Music:"Shout to the Earth".
my dad's frog is making noises downstairs
halfway between a rusty dog bark, and a motor running back and forth cause there's something caught in it


in other news, heres a pretty good poem i wrote just now;

Beauty of a Murderer

You say it was for Love
love of the art
and of the craft
and of the smooth curve

Of the knife gliding
so softly through skin
and muscle and only grazing
the ivory Bone

Then the sweet precious
blood falling like a soft Rain
making gentle music
only you seem to appreciate

Accompagnied next by the choir
of melodious screams
which you say is too Harsh a word
for such a heavenly sound

You reveled in this chorus
while your sickle of steel
Danced and Sang in the
flesh of your canvas

It is a shame that the Beauty
you describe so passionately
must remain here within these
walls and not shared

With the world
since the world deemed
you had shared
quite enough.

its kindof a cross between yesterdays assignment (do a poem with two levels to it) and today's assignment (do a poem written to someone or something). I wanted to experiment w/ puncuation and capitalization. its a little scary that it was me who wrote it; not in character so much. or maybe it is; anyways, feedback please!!!
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Sunday, April 4th, 2004

Subject:WOOT JESUS WOOT!!!
Time:8:04 pm.
Mood:enlightened.
Music:"I could sing of your love forever".
I'm super hypergiddy about Acquire the Fire (aka ATF). It was superduper awesome. It was definately without a doubt the highlight of my life so far. If im scared of one thing its that this feeling will fade away. And id rather it not; in fact, i want to share it.

in other news, my aim still doesn't work. grrrrrrrr

bye till later, seeyallat school 2morrow.
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Time:7:37 pm.
Mood:Touched by God.
Music:"Yes Lord".
1: grab the book nearest to you. turn to page 18, find line 4. write down here what it says:
"...can be clicked to insert the HTML tags in the code."

2: stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?
nothingingness, a little to the front a table and a digital camera

3: what is the last thing you watched on TV?
if the big screen at Acquire the Fire is TV, then the Newsboys (awesome band btw)

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
7... um, 7:5... no, 7:49

5: now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
7:40 woot!

6: with the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my dad mumbling about something in the backround, and im not really listening

7: when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
about 6:20, out of the van coming back from Acquire the Fire, stretching

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my dinner; crabcakes and veggies

9: what are you wearing?
collared shirt, brown cordoroys, blue plaid boxers, light brown socks, blue cranbrook sweatshirt, watch, necklace, and my ATF wristband

10: did you dream last night? what about?
god.... the best dream ever :)

11: when did you last laugh? why?
in the car, when everyone was mocking me for buying (accidently) a girl's t-shirt at ATF

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?
paintings of a mill house and a path in an autumn forest, shelves with lots of old books.

13: seen anything weird lately?
no, no.

14: what do you think of this quiz?
a chance to share

15: what is the last film you saw?
clips from The Green Mile in church this morning, looks really good

16: if you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
i don't know...

17: tell me something about you that I don't know:
i just gave my life to Jesus last night

18: if you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
peace for all people, not just wars, but inner peace too

19: do you like to dance?
no

20: george Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
as i said about a certain freshman in robotics: "Now, that one idea with the wings was really really great, but then you followed it up with "can we put jagged spikes on the front?" and "can we have it spit acid at the drivers?"" (no intentional damage to other robots allowed

21: imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Amethyst... if she liked, she could go with the nickname Ame, which could be pronounced "Amy" or like the french word ame (pronounced "em") which means soul.

21: imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
havent thought about it

22: would you ever consider living abroad?
yes, maybe, probably
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Thursday, April 1st, 2004

Time:9:23 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:"Just Say When" Lost Prophets.
the138 but26 want17
you134 so25 think17
to118 it24 brought17
i112 by22 not17
and103 fhqwhgads21 with17
a80 or21 all16
of70 one21 quizilla15
in50 have20 you're15
are43 do20 really15
on42 be20 know14
is41 for19 say14
what38 was19 -strongbad14
my36 me19 its14
your35 at18 im13
like30 just18 an13
that28 come18 good13
LJ Word Count (Beta!) by [info]hutta


in other news...

"What's that? Some kind of fancy hair dryer?"
"If by 'hair' you mean 'plasma,' and by 'dryer' you mean 'cannon,' then yes. Yes it is."
http://www.schlockmercenary.com/d/20010620.html
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Time:8:50 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:"Just Say When" Lost Prophets.
So, i finally bit the bullet, so they say, and chose a college- Earlham (in indiana, on the border of ohio).
just submitted the i-want-to-go-to-your-college slip not 15 minutes ago.
unfortunately i forgot the $250 deposit, so i had to tear the envelop open, put the check in, and then tape it closed again with scotch tape... that doesn't look too smart... heh

anyway, vacations almost over. gogo Acquire the Fire, weekend christian concert woot! leave friday at noon. did almost all hw, my metalsmithing sculpture is looking cool, drew one of my best pictures everever in my writing journal, and even colored it w/ colored pencils, labeled it "Karshinala, "The Bright One". Goddess of Retribution, Compassion, and the Flame". Woot

now for a quiz thing, taken from erika *coughpostcough*
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Friday, March 26th, 2004

Subject:NOOOOO!!!!
Time:4:01 pm.
Mood: listless.
Music:Star Trek theme song.
NOOOOO we lost Lt. Yarr NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
*sniff, sniff*

in other news, Star Trek marathons are sweet. :)
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004

Subject:BOO COLLEGE
Time:10:00 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:"Last Train Home", Lost Prophets.
BAH!!!
I got accepted to all five of the colleges i applied to.

I guess i should be happy, but i wish i didn't have so many choices to make. if i had gotten rejected a couple places, i coulda narrowed it down a bit. now i dont know where im going... at least 3 schools are high on my list right now... grrr...

boo...

speaking of wishing i had gotten into fewer colleges so i don't have to choose, Sartre would be rolling in his grave right now :)
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004

Subject:ahcka
Time:3:57 pm.
so, i havent logged on lj in like forever.

its just too much... i feel i shouldnt post if i dont read everyone elses posts, and i just dont want to/feel like it/have time for that

so.... ya.... almost break!!! whooooooo...hooooo...hoo. To the izzo.

bah... pantsu
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004

Time:8:23 pm.
http://homestarrunner.com/fhqwhgads.html

woot!!!
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004

Time:9:24 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
give this a shot, if you want :)

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

for my psychology hw, we had to write 2 phrases that started "I bet you didn't know that..." and then something about ourselves. I was sooo tempted to put down "I'm probly taller than you" heh
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Time:4:53 pm.
Mood: thoughtful.
Music:"All the things you say" Tatu, which is running thru my head.
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